OMG...now only i realize..very lucky indeed

Thank god. I'm not lucky but I'm blessed. And I never knew it. But one thing for sure is that everything happened for purpose even if i don't want it to be in that way. I'm glad i have never doubt about this fact. ^_^ Today god answered my prayer again. I asked him why i can get what i want especially when it comes to love, relationship. I asked him why is it when i like someone, that person will have someone else or reject me?why is it when only i appeared in that person life, he found someone he like? The answer is because that person is not for me and that like feeling i have was just due to the happiness and comfort that i found in the moment when i was lonely..ehheheheeh...thank god for he love me and did not let me fall into this trap of life. I'm so relieve now, very grateful and ashamed of myself for acting like a kid, rush in things and for unable to get control of myself, my desired. Something i need to pray for. ^_^