past totally a past

I could not recap the exact date, but what I'm 100% sure of is that it is totally a past for me. Hell yeah I'm so happy that i manage to get out of the chain. Chain that chained me for half years. But felt like ages though. Thanks to St.Francis Assisi, for it has been the place where i find the source and courage. Most of all is the answer that i have been searching since i can't even know when. ahhahahaha....this experience totally give me a big lesson to learn and remember always. For now, I'm happy for what is happening in my life for who i am, to be able to smile even when I'm alone, to even to talk to myself and most of all to smile to everyone and anytime even when the situation is not at the best. ^_^ I'm so generous with my smile now...ahhahaha