Something i don't understand

All i wanted to know is WHY?why have to be like this?and why i'm still in this?I don't ask for this?WHY ME?am i that easy to be fooled?i'm just a human. I don't have any supernatural power to overcome this nor to change this. I wish i could escape from this. But it seem i'm forever stuck in this. People said as time goes by, everything will be ok, everything will heal, you will be able to forget and be ok again. BUt now i would like to say that time change nothing at all. Even as time goes, it is still will be there. It is not time that heal, it is not time that change things making it better. BUt you and me, we, us...When i'm in silent, didn't even argue back on something that you know it will hurts me, doesn't mean i don't know, i don't care. It just that i realize there is nothing i can do about it other than to accept it as a will from god for me. I don't know what would you think or say of me, even if it all bad one, it is ok for me, i will just accept it even it is not true at all. FOr me now it is ok if you don't know the truth behind everything about me, it's ok if because of what you think that make you hate, because i know there is one person knows me better. Nothing escape from his view, every single detail of it he knows. I will not stand there arguing with you and fight for my right but i will just stand there and ponder in my heart accepting everything. Because I don't want to argue with you or anyone anymore. To have myself alone hurt is better that to have everyone hurt. Arguement will always end up with pain. One day the truth will come out by itself..cause we all have a saviour that will stand for us. there is no need for us to be affraid of what others will think about us, there is no need to fight hard enough to make our self clear. Believe it or not, we will never be able to make so, we will only causing the arguement worse.