All i wanted is someone to here me out, to give just a little attention

Why is it so hard to just have someone to give a little attention to me?Just listen to what i want to say. huhuhuhu..I'm not OK at all. But seeing people busy with their life, so happy, so stress, i have to just ignore my sadness. Dear blog I'm sorry because I'm going to burden you with my feeling. I'm so unstable emotionally. I wish this month pass by soon. I wish there is an angel coming to help me out. So many things to fight of, and i don't have the strength at all now. But i don't want to be carry away with it also....Guardian angel where are you? help me will you..